While I am pretty sure I know how my sister got my blog link, I am still trying to figure out why she decided to all of a sudden comment on anything I posted here. After all, when I saw that she was on yahoo messenger the other day and sent her an IM to thank her for telling Kelli how to get in contact with me; she responded with a very snotty message telling me that she had told Kelli NOT to contact me. She went on to say that she had told Kelli that I act like I am still in high school and all I do is use people.
As I had been trying to reach out and mend fences with my only sister, and my twin sister at that; her comment hurt me. My Lunatic does not like seeing me hurting like that, so he took it upon himself to send my sister an email, asking how she can treat me the way she does, even when I am reaching out to her. She sent him an email back telling him that our problems are none of his business and going off on him for butting in. He kept trying, until she completely pissed him off with her last email. She told him that all I do is think of myself and use people and that I haven’t tried to ontact her since Grammy’s funeral and he needs to mind his own business. He told her he was done with trying to help and stopped emailing her.
What gets me is that she said that I hadn’t tried to get in touch with her since the funeral and that she had no idea how to contact me. First of all, as the last thing she said to me on the phone was that Grammy hadn’t wanted me around anymore anyway and that I was nuts if I expected her to give me a ride to the funeral; why would I have tried to contact her again? She had given me no reason to want to talk to her any time soon. As for her not knowing how to contact me; well until February of 2009 I never moved from the address she picked me up from to go visit Grammy in the hospital, and she knew Lunatic’s cellphone number. So, how could she not know how to contact me all that time?
I don’t understand my sister. I keep trying to reach out to her, and she just keeps slapping my outreached hand away. It hurts every time, but I will continue to do so, as she is my twin and we are supposed to be closer than other siblings. We were very close at one time, then she somehow got her head stuck up her ass and from then on has acted like everything I do is wrong. I think she needs to see a protologist as soon as possible, because having her head stuck up there for so long has to have become rather painful.
Oh well, I love my sister no matter what; even if I can’t stand her at times.
Have a good one everyone. Sweet dreams.
Hey, luv–sorry for all the unhappy-making stuff. I’m praying for you. And you do know that you can make your comments where they have to be moderated, right?
Yes, I know that; and I have it set so that my comments have to be moderated. I approved my sister’s comments because I am to the point where I don’t care what she has to say or what she thinks about what I hav said. I wanted to show her that she didn’t get to me like she thought she would. I love her, but I just can’t understand her anymore; and I figure for right now maybe it is better not to talk to her. Thanks for your concern, sis. Love ya bunches!!